sweater weather

 

I really, really loved this outfit today ♥

I got two new snapchat friends, 

skype was cool and all but I feel empty and used now

I left school on friday because I was about to burst into tears

I hit a deer

I am kind of sad a lot lately, and tbh jaron helped me not keep looking out the window, 

so there's that

xx

idec I love this song 

senior selfie

I took my senior selfie today,
I chose the first picture for the yearbook because I think it is nice

I love that I took it myself, at my house, in front of the chicken coop that I built,
instead of some crappy studio that charges $500 for rubbish

idk, I feel as though I will have a nicer photo than others, but that is shallow of me to think like that

xx

bronze & gold

I got 98% on my art history paper that I started and finished in 8 hours,
this makes me happy

the cycle repeated again, and i got more excited than normal because like, idk

→he went to the gold coast on vacation
→he left his friends to wank with me
→he walked on the beach
→he told me what school he went to (ohc)
→he told me he works at a grocery store

ugh, I put my faith in the fact that it is technology's fault but my god,
this is sick

I have to take my own senior pic tomorrow or I don't get one in the yearbook
oops

xx

cycle

the cycle has repeated itself //

→ he is gone and he is back

f*ck my situation

xx

idek anymore

// hyperrealistic selfies //

mattsmithhh is talking with me again,
my life is a complete circle of lust & regret
it's sick and I have to stop but I can't,
I don't want to

tanner is out, which makes me feel unloved but also relieved
but actually a little sad,
everyone wants to be wanted


xx

selfie saturday

I feel bad that I haven't been blogging at all lately, life has caught up with me

first things first, I would like to inform you about the boys,

// my relationship with mattsmithhh is actually, really over. it's whatever. i'm sad
// I texted dylan nemerov until the point where he sent me nudes. eugh.
// I want to be in love with josh-maz from tumblr, I added him on skype
// tanner wants me. bad. I went on a "date" with him. I don't want him.
// greta told me about declan o'sullivan. I want him. he accepted my friend request

that's it but my god, life is getting pickly


my you know what piercings are fantastic, and there is nothing I would like more than to post a picture of them, but I realize that this is not a good idea

I think I want to major in graphic design or fashion/ set design

I like how I edited this photo, so I uploaded this newer version for shits and giggles

xx

pink friday

   

   

   

   

life has been weird but I am working out / dancing a lot so my tummy is looking nice

boys tho ugh

xx