Sunday, June 2, 2013

sad life / liking people

I just want to take this time and tell you something that has plagued me my whole life:
liking people and finding people attractive

everyone thinks its such a normal part of a girl's childhood, but for me it sucked. I have always liked someone, pretty much all the time anyway, but I never told anyone.

 do you know why I didn't? because every time I did it backfired:
  1. eric jaques {5th grade → 10th} never told my friends how much I admired him, they all went crazy over him in 10th grade and they couldn't accept the fact that I had liked him forever aka before them omg it happens I know
  2. bryant steinberg {5th grade} loved him, told my friends in 6th grade and they have taunted me forever since, saying how stupid he was. ok
  3. jace cooper {8th grade} my friend asked who I liked, after begging for a whole day, I mouthed his name and she sayed "jace? no but seriously sophie tell me"
  4. mickey capps {7th → present?} to cover up that I liked him, I pretended I liked someone else and told my friend I liked mickey as a "lie" but seriously I like mickey
  5. travis spillman {10th → present} haven't told anyone, but when a friend saw him she said that "he looks like he has down's syndrome"
  6. bailey carlberg {11th → present} jay: why would we go to the party? / me:to see bailey / later, jay: well I only knew you were joking about going to the party after you said you wanted to see bailey, but before I thought you were serious hahaha
boo my life sucks my friends suck this sucks

xx

No comments: